Life takes interesting turns
Well, I'm back at school this week. Haven't updated in a while, and some interesting things have been happening.
Yesterday was housing selection process - a few of my friends and I (current roomie, BT, and Simmons) were aiming to get a suite in the upper class dorm. However, we didn't have a good enough housing score, and are now on the wait list. That was annoying. Last night was a scheduling nightmare - everything happened at 7. Housing, fencing, a schedule advising thing in my major. Ugh. I skipped out on fencing, but made it to the other two (housing took forever). I then went and hung out with a friend that I hadn't seen in a long while, which was fun. Overall, a rather busy night.
Things with Jill and I are at an interesting point. The Sunday we came back, we hooked up. Monday, we hooked up. However, there was no actual sex. This wasn't for lack of trying, she is just really really tight, and I am less than small. However, we both had fun, and I only gave her one hickey (which she was a little annoyed about, understandably). It's strange to be in a relationship like this - it's not really boyfriend/girlfriend, but it's not really fuck buddies either. I suppose it's the standard relationship without the titles. I'm not sure how I feel about it. I mean, I like the idea of having a fuck buddy, but I like intimacy as well. Ugh. I need to just suck it up, and have a girlfriend. My problem with that, is that I want to be free to pursue what/whoever I feel like or who offers. A girlfriend kind of prohibits that. Maybe I'm just fucked up. The problem is that whenever I become involved with someone, someone else offers. That's annoying.
Relationships complicate everything. Fuck that. I should just stay single and chaste forever. My life would be so much simpler.
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Yesterday was housing selection process - a few of my friends and I (current roomie, BT, and Simmons) were aiming to get a suite in the upper class dorm. However, we didn't have a good enough housing score, and are now on the wait list. That was annoying. Last night was a scheduling nightmare - everything happened at 7. Housing, fencing, a schedule advising thing in my major. Ugh. I skipped out on fencing, but made it to the other two (housing took forever). I then went and hung out with a friend that I hadn't seen in a long while, which was fun. Overall, a rather busy night.
Things with Jill and I are at an interesting point. The Sunday we came back, we hooked up. Monday, we hooked up. However, there was no actual sex. This wasn't for lack of trying, she is just really really tight, and I am less than small. However, we both had fun, and I only gave her one hickey (which she was a little annoyed about, understandably). It's strange to be in a relationship like this - it's not really boyfriend/girlfriend, but it's not really fuck buddies either. I suppose it's the standard relationship without the titles. I'm not sure how I feel about it. I mean, I like the idea of having a fuck buddy, but I like intimacy as well. Ugh. I need to just suck it up, and have a girlfriend. My problem with that, is that I want to be free to pursue what/whoever I feel like or who offers. A girlfriend kind of prohibits that. Maybe I'm just fucked up. The problem is that whenever I become involved with someone, someone else offers. That's annoying.
Relationships complicate everything. Fuck that. I should just stay single and chaste forever. My life would be so much simpler.
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posted by The Wookie | 7:50 AM
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