Why is it that whenever there is one girl interested in me, there is all of a sudden at least two others who are also interested in me? I hate that. I really dislike hurting people emotionally, and having to make a choice of who I'm interested in can do that (especially when two people who are friends both like me). I hate making choices - I always second guess myself and end up just kind of waffling and ignoring the fact that I have to deal with it. Ugh.
Things with Betty and my sister are interesting. Apparently since Betty has told my sister that she is interested in hooking up with me, my sister won't talk to her. That seems a little bit extreme to me. I mean, Betty and Sis have been friends for a long time. Maybe Sis feels betrayed or something, that Betty likes me and is more interested in me than her at the current moment. Who knows. At least Sis is still talking to me.
I have been feeling rather down of late. I think it's because I haven't been playing music regularly, and that I haven't been doing anything truly fun. Also, my roommate has hooked up three separate times since the semester has started. I have been awake for all of them (he thought I had fallen asleep). That's a bit depressing. He always has tons of girls falling over him, who just want to get in his pants. How does he do that? I guess I should be glad that there are a few girls who want to date me as opposed to screw my brains out, but I'm not really interested in an actual committed relationship now. I want to be able to hang out with friends, do my own thing, flirt freely, and not feel guilty about neglecting my girlfriend. Ugh.
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Things with Betty and my sister are interesting. Apparently since Betty has told my sister that she is interested in hooking up with me, my sister won't talk to her. That seems a little bit extreme to me. I mean, Betty and Sis have been friends for a long time. Maybe Sis feels betrayed or something, that Betty likes me and is more interested in me than her at the current moment. Who knows. At least Sis is still talking to me.
I have been feeling rather down of late. I think it's because I haven't been playing music regularly, and that I haven't been doing anything truly fun. Also, my roommate has hooked up three separate times since the semester has started. I have been awake for all of them (he thought I had fallen asleep). That's a bit depressing. He always has tons of girls falling over him, who just want to get in his pants. How does he do that? I guess I should be glad that there are a few girls who want to date me as opposed to screw my brains out, but I'm not really interested in an actual committed relationship now. I want to be able to hang out with friends, do my own thing, flirt freely, and not feel guilty about neglecting my girlfriend. Ugh.
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posted by The Wookie | 8:23 AM
1 Comments:
It's the same story! "They all come along like buses". I don't know why life works like that but it just does!
Your right - your sis is prob a bit jel of Betty - the same thing happened to me when my brother's friend started paying more attention to me than him! It really annoyed him and I loved it! Obviously different for you as I am assuming you get on with your sis!
I don't blame you for not wanting any hassle of relationships esp when your still really young - just enjoy it. You can not be responsible for everyone's feelings!
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