So much for that . . .

Well, I had a conversation with Jill the other night. She was having second thoughts about us, and was like "If we were sleeping together, would you be monogamous?" to which I responded "I'm not sure." Obviously, not the best answer for my interests, but I was trying to be honest. I really didn't want her thinking that I was going to be devoted to her and her alone, and not be. I enjoy flirting a lot, and would feel guilty if I was "exclusive" to her and flirting with others. Jill didn't help, saying that if she hadn't been a virgin, she wouldn't have been having this problem. Goddammit, I wish I didn't have a conscience. So where things stand with her, we are just friends for the moment.

This whole thing has made me feel rather guilty about Betsy. She enjoys being spanked, which I put to good use, and also has this spot on her hip that gets her going. I kind of take advantage of both of these, and get her super turned on and just leave her, high and wet as such. However, she has a boyfriend, and also doesn't tell me to stop. I'm so confused by her. I really wouldn't mind hooking up with her, but I don't want to be the "other guy." Again, I wish I didn't have a conscience.


So that's the drama in my life for now.



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