I hate myself.
Seriously. I really truly dislike myself. My brain annoys the fuck out of me, I am constantly annoyed at how I feel pathetic, I never feel like I have any talents, I don't know what makes me happy, and I hate imposing on others. I am a giant clusterfuck.
Things with Jill and I are still slightly up in the air, but have taken an interesting direction. Apparently, after a chat with her mom, she is now interested in having me take her virginity. That threw me for a loop. Her mom convinced her? WTF? I'm now kind of leery about it. A girl's virginity is kind of a big thing, isn't it? I mean, everything I've heard about it involves a lot of emotion and such. I don't know if I want to deal with that. Maybe I'll limit it to oral? I have no idea. Why the fuck do I think so much? Goddammit.
I'm home for Spring break at the moment, until next Sunday. It's going to be interesting. I'd forgotten how volatile my sister is.
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Things with Jill and I are still slightly up in the air, but have taken an interesting direction. Apparently, after a chat with her mom, she is now interested in having me take her virginity. That threw me for a loop. Her mom convinced her? WTF? I'm now kind of leery about it. A girl's virginity is kind of a big thing, isn't it? I mean, everything I've heard about it involves a lot of emotion and such. I don't know if I want to deal with that. Maybe I'll limit it to oral? I have no idea. Why the fuck do I think so much? Goddammit.
I'm home for Spring break at the moment, until next Sunday. It's going to be interesting. I'd forgotten how volatile my sister is.
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posted by The Wookie | 9:37 PM
1 Comments:
Jeez that is crazy that her mum suggested it? I do not understand either - is she just saying it to wind you up or something? Have you had a chat with her? I think you are right , oral is a better choice at the moment! lol
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