Summer vacation? Nope.
I'm not sure if I've said what I'm doing this summer as a job, or why I'm not going to be around at all. The museum I work for is taking a replica boat on tour, and I got a position as a crewmember. I'm going to be on board from June 18 to Aug 28. No summer vacation. I've been working at the museum for the past few weeks, helping get the boat ready for the journey. It's just starting to kick in that I'm going to be gone all summer. Whoa.
Anyways, I've been thinking a lot of late. Chastity is looking more and more appealing. I've been talking a lot with Bonobo Girl and thinking about things with Betty. While it would be fun to have a one night stand or even a 'friends with benefits' setup with Bonobo Girl, it wouldn't work out well. As for Betty, I just feel more awkward around her than interested in her. I love her as a friend and want to help her out, but I don't know if I would just make things worse. Ugh. I think too much and don't know what I want enough to make a decision about all of it.
I had so many cool plans for this summer - having sex, working on the buggy, driving around, and basically relaxing. None of it's happening. The buggy is languishing in the garage (did get it indoors at least), I'm too confused to have sex, and I'm not going to be around to drive. Bleh. At least I can get away from all of this. I hope.
I'm sick of my life right now.
~^~
Anyways, I've been thinking a lot of late. Chastity is looking more and more appealing. I've been talking a lot with Bonobo Girl and thinking about things with Betty. While it would be fun to have a one night stand or even a 'friends with benefits' setup with Bonobo Girl, it wouldn't work out well. As for Betty, I just feel more awkward around her than interested in her. I love her as a friend and want to help her out, but I don't know if I would just make things worse. Ugh. I think too much and don't know what I want enough to make a decision about all of it.
I had so many cool plans for this summer - having sex, working on the buggy, driving around, and basically relaxing. None of it's happening. The buggy is languishing in the garage (did get it indoors at least), I'm too confused to have sex, and I'm not going to be around to drive. Bleh. At least I can get away from all of this. I hope.
I'm sick of my life right now.
~^~
posted by The Wookie | 10:01 AM
1 Comments:
Sounds like a cool job! Maybe it will give you time to think or at the very least you may meet other girls that don't know each other ;)
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