Life baffles me

Well, it's been an odd few days. The weekend turned out ok - after the huge fight between mom and sis, things settled a bit. It was nice to see them again, but I'm glad I'm not going to be around much during the summer (my job has me living on a boat for most of the summer).

When I get back to school, I find out I missed a huge amount of drunken drama - lots of tears and breakdowns, drunken misadventures, and tons of stress. I'm glad I was at home - I'm usually the go to guy for that kind of thing, and it's nice to have other people experience exactly what that means.

Sunday evening, Jill comes to me in a rage, but won't tell me what it's about. She is truly pissed off, and tries to rant to me about it, without telling me what she's angry about (the people involved apparently didn't want things getting out). It didn't work so well, but I managed to help her calm down a bit. Monday, I find out what it's about. The girl who lives across the hall from me, who expressed interest in a relationship with me (Shannon from here on), is good friends with Jill (they are went to Prague over J-Term, and are living in a suite together next year). Jill had been feeling really guilty about our whole situation involving her (wondering if she knew, what she thought, etc). So, Jill's roommate told her on Sunday that my roommate had told Shannon about Jill and I. Without asking either of us about it. That was what had Jill so enraged. So, Jill talked to Shannon yesterday about the whole situation, and apparently it's mostly taken care of. However, Jill is ready to tear my roommate in half. I kind of agree with her - you shouldn't do something like that. Let people deal with things like that as they see fit. If they ask you to talk to the person, then go for it (though I think that's very dishonest and sneaky).

Then, last night - I went and hung out with Jill for an hour or so (cuddling on the bed, watching TV). Her roommate apparently was very uncomfortable with that. Admittedly, I kind of just showed up at their door (I did tell Jill I would be down at some point that evening, and came down about an hour later). Her roommate was partially clothed when I knocked, and apparently is annoyed at me anyways. I really don't get it - I have been trying to be good around her. No off color comments, trying to not make her too uncomfortable by groping Jill in front of her, and last night was the best I've been - I didn't even snicker at the possibility of snarky comments, my hands were in PG rated places all night long, no discussions about my sex life with Jill (or any sex for that matter). And when I left, Jill IM'd me saying "Apparently would rather you not hang out in our room anymore." Ugh. I can't do anything right.



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