Sex and drugs for Christmas . . . this ought to be good
Like the title says, sex and drugs for Christmas - it has been an interesting past few days. My best friend from high school came back, and we've hung out quite a bit. That was awesome. The LAN party was great - seeing my friends, staying up all night, lots of hilarity. One of my friends had just gotten a Nintendo Wii, and we got to play around with that a bunch - boy, does that make you feel ridiculous. It's a wonderful technology idea though. Needs a bit of refining, but has definite possibility - the Wii Sports game is intensely addictive.
After that, I got three hours of sleep - then my mom, my best friend from High School (call him Sam), and I went up to a local Best Buy, and bought RAM for my mom's computer. When we got home, Sam and I installed Windows Vista on it. That is cool. I'm not sure if I like it or not, but it's definitely interesting, and has some really neat features. I installed a copy of it on my good laptop, and have been exploring it a bit. The final judgement will be on how it works with games.
After installing that on my mom's comp, my mom and I brought Sam home - the roads were a little icy, and I was super tired, so she drove. When we got home from that, literally as we pulled into the driveway, my sister calls - her car had broken down, and she and two of her friends were kind of stranded in the big city nearby (half an hour drive away). My mom and I turned around and headed up to get her. I ended up driving her and her friends back in my mom's car, while my mom took my sister's car straight home (it was just making a weird noise or something). I got home at 11. I was beat, and rather annoyed. So, that was an annoying end to a wonderful few days.
Last night was another interesting night. I took my sister, and one of her friends who is interested in me, to a party hosted by their friends. That was an interesting time. When we left, my mom was like "You guys can go, but only if you bring me back some pot." We were all like "What?!" None of us were sure if she was serious. We didn't end up getting her any (combination of too tired, and kind of worried she was joking). However, when I talked to her about it this morning, she was like "I really wouldn't mind having some." So . . . I guess she was serious. She told me about building log cabins out of joints when she was in college. I was impressed.
My night after the party got much more interesting. I was talking to one of my friends from school (female), who took this past semester off, on AIM and inquired about one of her pictures on Facebook (the caption was "2am . .. you'll have to talk to me to find out"). She was like "You would have wanted to be there - I was nekkid." Of course, I was like "Ooo! More pictures?" and she actually showed them too me! I was surprised (and happy, lol). I think she really wants to hook up with me. The problem with that is that a) she wants my babies (and has told me this) and b) I don't really want anything from her other than sex and friendship. She's more interested in a relationship, to the best of my knowledge. Also, I'm worried that if I sleep with her, she'll get super clingy, and I really don't want to deal with that. However, I did enjoy the pictures she sent me. I feel like I kind of used her - I mean, I definitely encouraged her to send them too me. I feel like I'm leading her on, just for my own pleasure. Ugh. This is why I have trouble with anything resembling a relationship - I overthink things, and then triple guess myself after I make a choice. Crap. I really don't know how to treat this - I'd love to hook up with her, but that could have so many bad repercussions . . . damn it. I need to not think about this so much.
So that's been my past few days - I hope everyone is having a wonderful holiday season so far, and that your Christmas and New Year turn out well!
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After that, I got three hours of sleep - then my mom, my best friend from High School (call him Sam), and I went up to a local Best Buy, and bought RAM for my mom's computer. When we got home, Sam and I installed Windows Vista on it. That is cool. I'm not sure if I like it or not, but it's definitely interesting, and has some really neat features. I installed a copy of it on my good laptop, and have been exploring it a bit. The final judgement will be on how it works with games.
After installing that on my mom's comp, my mom and I brought Sam home - the roads were a little icy, and I was super tired, so she drove. When we got home from that, literally as we pulled into the driveway, my sister calls - her car had broken down, and she and two of her friends were kind of stranded in the big city nearby (half an hour drive away). My mom and I turned around and headed up to get her. I ended up driving her and her friends back in my mom's car, while my mom took my sister's car straight home (it was just making a weird noise or something). I got home at 11. I was beat, and rather annoyed. So, that was an annoying end to a wonderful few days.
Last night was another interesting night. I took my sister, and one of her friends who is interested in me, to a party hosted by their friends. That was an interesting time. When we left, my mom was like "You guys can go, but only if you bring me back some pot." We were all like "What?!" None of us were sure if she was serious. We didn't end up getting her any (combination of too tired, and kind of worried she was joking). However, when I talked to her about it this morning, she was like "I really wouldn't mind having some." So . . . I guess she was serious. She told me about building log cabins out of joints when she was in college. I was impressed.
My night after the party got much more interesting. I was talking to one of my friends from school (female), who took this past semester off, on AIM and inquired about one of her pictures on Facebook (the caption was "2am . .. you'll have to talk to me to find out"). She was like "You would have wanted to be there - I was nekkid." Of course, I was like "Ooo! More pictures?" and she actually showed them too me! I was surprised (and happy, lol). I think she really wants to hook up with me. The problem with that is that a) she wants my babies (and has told me this) and b) I don't really want anything from her other than sex and friendship. She's more interested in a relationship, to the best of my knowledge. Also, I'm worried that if I sleep with her, she'll get super clingy, and I really don't want to deal with that. However, I did enjoy the pictures she sent me. I feel like I kind of used her - I mean, I definitely encouraged her to send them too me. I feel like I'm leading her on, just for my own pleasure. Ugh. This is why I have trouble with anything resembling a relationship - I overthink things, and then triple guess myself after I make a choice. Crap. I really don't know how to treat this - I'd love to hook up with her, but that could have so many bad repercussions . . . damn it. I need to not think about this so much.
So that's been my past few days - I hope everyone is having a wonderful holiday season so far, and that your Christmas and New Year turn out well!
~^~


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