Sometimes I hate myself
WARNING - This post may consider more information about me than you ever want to know.
So the other night, I almost got laid. It was an interesting time. However, there was no sex to be had for me, due to the fact that my body decided to not cooperate (yes, that means I couldn't get it up). This is not a new occurance for me - I take forever to get arounsed, even when I'm doing it myself. I only ever got off twice with my ex-girlfriend. However, I really enjoy going down on girls, and that's usually a viable alternative. However, the girl I hooked up with doesn't get off through oral. So basically we had a long naked make out session. That was ok, but neither of us was really happy with it as an end result.
Overall, this really got me down. This is a given - what guy wants to know that he can't get it up when he wants to? But it also came at time where I wasn't feeling all that great about myself to begin with. I've really been feeling kind of useless as a person recently, and this was certainly no help. I dunno, I guess I just put myself in situations where the people around me use me for what few talents I have. Ugh. Whatever. Life will go on. I still haven't gotten laid, and probably won't for a long time. Maybe it's meant to be.
~^~
PS. On a happy note, my good laptop seems to be working ok! :)
So the other night, I almost got laid. It was an interesting time. However, there was no sex to be had for me, due to the fact that my body decided to not cooperate (yes, that means I couldn't get it up). This is not a new occurance for me - I take forever to get arounsed, even when I'm doing it myself. I only ever got off twice with my ex-girlfriend. However, I really enjoy going down on girls, and that's usually a viable alternative. However, the girl I hooked up with doesn't get off through oral. So basically we had a long naked make out session. That was ok, but neither of us was really happy with it as an end result.
Overall, this really got me down. This is a given - what guy wants to know that he can't get it up when he wants to? But it also came at time where I wasn't feeling all that great about myself to begin with. I've really been feeling kind of useless as a person recently, and this was certainly no help. I dunno, I guess I just put myself in situations where the people around me use me for what few talents I have. Ugh. Whatever. Life will go on. I still haven't gotten laid, and probably won't for a long time. Maybe it's meant to be.
~^~
PS. On a happy note, my good laptop seems to be working ok! :)
posted by The Wookie | 1:23 PM
3 Comments:
That is probably why you "cant get it up" low self esteem - you must believe in yourself more!!!
Maybe you need to practice relaxing more? - Watch more porn or something?
So what's happened to you Wookie - where you gone?
Ok I'm back now! As for relaxing more, that does sound like a good idea. However, if I watch more porn, I think I'd get callouses in bad places! Hahah!
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