Complicated

Why does life have to be so complicated? It's so annoying. I guess I'm ranting about the social aspect of it, more than anything. Over the past two weeks, two girls have expressed interest in starting a relationship with me. A different one has been almost hinting at it (and I've heard that she's into me). Two others responded to one of my away messages with "Sounds like fun ;)" - the away message was "Don't you were my homework? That way you could have me, doing you, on my desk, over and over, until it was perfect?" The main problem with all of this is that I don't really want to get involved with any of them past the friendship stage. I mean, I wouldn't mind sleeping with most of them, but I really don't want to have a committed relationship with any of them. One of the two wanting a relationship is a close friend at school, and the other is my sister's best friend, who I'm pretty good friends with as well. I talked to the girl from school last night, and we both agreed that we valued our friendship more than a relationship. So that is dealt with. The situation with my sister's friend is still kind of up in the air. I want to hang out with her over this vacation, but I don't want it to be awkward. I guess I'll just have to talk it out with her.

The one who has been hinting at a getting with me is also from school, but she's going to be out of the country over J-Term, which is both sad and relieving. That whole thing will wait until second semester. The other two, I might just be imagining things. One is my close friend's roommate, which is a little awkward. However, I think she could just be flirting for the fun of it. The other is a Morman, and doesn't believe in sex before marriage. However, I really don't want to marry her. So that option is out, hahaha! I like her otherwise tho, as a friend.

So that's the situation with me so far. Break has been rather relaxing, despite the fact that I'm semi-allergic to the 4 cats we have at home. My best friend from high school is coming home tomorrow, and the day after, there's a LAN party happening. It'll be a good time.


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