And it has begun!

So it's been the first week (and half a weekend) of J-Term. It's been going ok, I guess. I don't think that my friend BT has had a single sober night the entire time. That might be a little bad, but he's managing to get the work for class done, and hasn't killed himself yet, so it's all good. Class has been going ok, but not stellar. It's really hard to stay awake - especially since we changed the room to one down in the basement of the science building. The professor is also a bit twitchy, which doesn't help. He's funny though - the first class, he started talking about the different levels of physics and got a bit into quantum mechanics. He took a bundle of pencils and was like "See, if I throw this at the door . . . *smash* . . . well, it breaks - but in a quantum environment, if I did that an infinite number of times, one of those times, it would go through the door." It was hysterical. Hopefully, I'll be able to get a solid B+ in the class, which will boost my GPA.

The other night was an experience. I decided to not go out at all, and do laundry, clean my room, and organize all of my music on my comp instead (and play some video games and such). Most of my friends went over to the suite of our friend (call her Ashley), and proceeded to get shitfaced (I found this out the next morning). At about 11:30 or so, Simmons and another guy come knocking on my door, carry a completely smashed Violet. They brought her in, dropped her on the futon (known as the 'Flip'N'Fuck, due to its nature), and basically high tailed it (there were a few words exchanged, mostly Simmons saying "I'm sorry, thank you so much"). Violet was just repeating "fuck" to herself, and about a minute after Simmons and the other guy left, she burst into tears and had a major breakdown. Basically, she is semi suicidal, is confused why people like her (she kept asking me about why I was being nice to her), is baffled about her relationship with Simmons (apparently they are dating now?), and basically needs to learn how to drink in moderation. It was about an hour or so of her sobbing, and then I got her to start laughing, which was good, and ended up just cuddling with her, until she feel asleep. I felt a little weird though - I mean, she's apparently dating Simmons, who is a good friend, yet he drops her off with me when she gets fucked up, and then she ends up latching onto me, straddles me at one point, and is overall extremely affectionate. I was confused, to say the least. However, when I talked to her this morning, she didn't remember a lot of it, so I'm pretty sure it was just the alcohol acting. This is why I don't want to hook up with drunk girls tho - they do things they wouldn't do sober, which makes me feel that much worse about myself. I really don't want to have them wake up/roll over, and be like "Oh god! We hooked up?!", especially since I'm always sober. Oh well. It's been almost a year since I've had sex, and I think that fact is depressing me a bit. Whatever.

That's it for now - I'm sure there will be more adventures in the future!


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