Am I a bad person?

I've been talking a lot with Betsy (the girl who sent me the pictures) recently. I'm so confused by her. Part of it might be that we are conversing over AIM, part of it might be that she is sending mixed messages, I don't know. I really enjoy talking to her, especially when she is horny. The conversations we have are great. It's really easy to talk to her about anything sex related, and she's fun to flirt with. However, ever time I talk to her, I can't resist asking about her sending me more pictures. I feel really bad about this, but she kind of encourages me by saying "Maybe later" or "How about a live show instead?" or numerous other responses along those lines. I can't get a clear response about whether she wants me to drop it or is just teasing me. Ugh. I want to have her as a friend, but I really don't want to get involved in anything resembling a romantic relationship with her. Ideally, I'd like to have her as a friend to talk to about women's perspectives on stuff, and chat about sex with. Unfortunately, she's too easy to flirt with to have it be just that. I really don't know what to do. She's hinted a few times (I think) that she wouldn't mind hooking up with me, but I think that would lead to a strange friendship afterwards. I really don't know. I guess I just have to talk to her in person about it, but I'm kind of nervous about what could happen when we actually do see each other (I have a single for J-Term since my roomie is traveling, so she might try to jump me). Ugh. Why do I have to think about stuff like this? I almost wish I would just flow with it, and deal with the repercussions later. We'll see where things go.


Back to school in three days! Yay!


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