Fuck relationships
I hate relationships. I hate people. GAH!!
The reason for this little outburst is that my roomie and his girlfriend broke up. They both were getting annoyed at each other, and not liking the relationship as it was going. Now, I am caught between them, doing damage control. His, now ex, girlfriend is a true manic depressive, and I'm truly worried that she might honestly try to kill herself or something drastic. She's been saying that he was all her life, and she's nothing without him. I'm really worried about her, but I don't know what to do. I hate having to deal with shit like this. Why do relationships have to be so fucked up?! GOD DAMN IT!!
I'm always the one who people come too for help. I'm the reliable one, the sober one, the responsible one. What if I started saying "Fuck off" everytime someone needed help? Why is it always me? I think it's mostly my fault - I put myself out there as the caretaker, I tell people I will help, and I feel truly guilty if I don't. Fuck. Why do I do this to myself?!
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The reason for this little outburst is that my roomie and his girlfriend broke up. They both were getting annoyed at each other, and not liking the relationship as it was going. Now, I am caught between them, doing damage control. His, now ex, girlfriend is a true manic depressive, and I'm truly worried that she might honestly try to kill herself or something drastic. She's been saying that he was all her life, and she's nothing without him. I'm really worried about her, but I don't know what to do. I hate having to deal with shit like this. Why do relationships have to be so fucked up?! GOD DAMN IT!!
I'm always the one who people come too for help. I'm the reliable one, the sober one, the responsible one. What if I started saying "Fuck off" everytime someone needed help? Why is it always me? I think it's mostly my fault - I put myself out there as the caretaker, I tell people I will help, and I feel truly guilty if I don't. Fuck. Why do I do this to myself?!
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posted by The Wookie | 8:02 PM
2 Comments:
oh dear, break up are bad enough if your involved but worse if it's nothing to do with you. Its boring. Tell them to grow up and leave you out of it. tell them you weren't invloved in any of the fun parts so why should you be invloved with the crap parts.
I can understand you being worried about your mates g/friend but thats his problem right? you shouldn't be made to feel guilty about somethng that has nothing to do with you. Sounds a bit selfish I know, but you have to put yourself 'sometimes'
Yes I agree with 20 something. Don't worry leave them to sort it out.
I have been in that situation before myself and you really are just better of out of it. By all means be there for them both but don't let yourself get to involved.
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