Veg
All I have been doing since I got home is vegging. Doing absolutely nothing, all day long. It sucks! It's boring! I feel bad about doing it! And yet still, every morning, without fail, I get up and do absolutely nothing all day. God dammit!! I truly need a summer job, which could possibly end up being a full time job (more on that in a sec), and my mom is getting mad at me for not doing anything around the house. The worst part is that I actually feel really sorry, and extremely guilty, for not doing anything. I don't know what to do though! How do I get out of this track?
So on the full time job thing, my grades came in (a while ago actually) and I showed them to my mom today. Displeased is a good word for her mood after that. It's not like I'm getting horrible grades (B+, B, C), but I didn't quite make the cumulative GPA needed to keep my scholarship. I have a 2.797, and I need a 3.000. I'm real bummed about that. I really like school (mostly the people, which might be part of the problem), and I really want to stay there. I'm going to have to talk to the financial aid office and see what the take is. If I go back next semester, no matter how I manage to get there (begging and pleading or just ushered in without a problem), I'm going to work my ass off. I've already signed a portion of my life away to the track team, and I think the rest of it is getting signed over to schoolwork. That's going to royally suck, but it'll let me stay there. I figure if I can maintain a 3.33 (only half evil :) then I should be good for the rest of school. However, to get a 3.33 cumulative, I'm gonna have to get like a 3.8 next semester. That's going to be rough. Why do I always manage to put myself in these situations?
To further complicate things, I've decided to not go to the Dave concert. My roomie know's someone who is willing to buy the ticket, and I'm going to see if I can get more than I paid for it. Also, my roomie's girlfriend is holding a campout on Friday. I really want to go, especially since I'm not going to Dave, but I don't know if my parents are going to a) let me go and b) let me borrow a car to get there. Especially since I haven't been all to successful on even searching for a job. Crap. I guess I'll have to get out the "acting/persuading" part of my personality, and see what I can. Hopefully I'll be able to go!
That's about all that's happened in my life. I'm working out with my high school track coach two days a week, and hopefully getting in decent shape for next track season.
Why does life have to be complicated?
~^~
So on the full time job thing, my grades came in (a while ago actually) and I showed them to my mom today. Displeased is a good word for her mood after that. It's not like I'm getting horrible grades (B+, B, C), but I didn't quite make the cumulative GPA needed to keep my scholarship. I have a 2.797, and I need a 3.000. I'm real bummed about that. I really like school (mostly the people, which might be part of the problem), and I really want to stay there. I'm going to have to talk to the financial aid office and see what the take is. If I go back next semester, no matter how I manage to get there (begging and pleading or just ushered in without a problem), I'm going to work my ass off. I've already signed a portion of my life away to the track team, and I think the rest of it is getting signed over to schoolwork. That's going to royally suck, but it'll let me stay there. I figure if I can maintain a 3.33 (only half evil :) then I should be good for the rest of school. However, to get a 3.33 cumulative, I'm gonna have to get like a 3.8 next semester. That's going to be rough. Why do I always manage to put myself in these situations?
To further complicate things, I've decided to not go to the Dave concert. My roomie know's someone who is willing to buy the ticket, and I'm going to see if I can get more than I paid for it. Also, my roomie's girlfriend is holding a campout on Friday. I really want to go, especially since I'm not going to Dave, but I don't know if my parents are going to a) let me go and b) let me borrow a car to get there. Especially since I haven't been all to successful on even searching for a job. Crap. I guess I'll have to get out the "acting/persuading" part of my personality, and see what I can. Hopefully I'll be able to go!
That's about all that's happened in my life. I'm working out with my high school track coach two days a week, and hopefully getting in decent shape for next track season.
Why does life have to be complicated?
~^~
posted by The Wookie | 8:07 PM
1 Comments:
There's nothing wrong with vegging. I certainly miss the summers when all I'd do is sleep in til 11 AM and watch soap operas every day.
Enjoy it while you can. As you get closer to graduation, and afterward, you'll miss the bumming around as I do.
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