So here I sit . . .

I skipped class again yesterday. My first lab was cancelled, and I wrote the professor of my second one that I was really sick ("bad food"). I ended up doing absolutely nothing. Not a single thing. I was planning on doing laundry, but that never happened. Instead, I sat around my room and played video games and watched movies. Why do I do this to myself? I should be in class. I should be at track practice. I should be doing something remotely constructive. Instead I sit around on my ass all day. Not good. I'm going to end up failing out of school and being a fat ass couch potato. I don't want that! This happens to me a lot. As soon as I start doing well at something (school, track, whatever) I lose interest in it. I don't get it!! Why? What is wrong with me? Grrr!

So, in the relationship status, I'm pretty sure things with Jen are going to end up as a "just friends" type thing. As much fun as it would be to have an actual relationship with her, or even a one night stand, the timing is all wrong. It's the end of school, she's transfering out, and exams are coming up. So I'm just going to step back and let things roll. If the opportunity comes up for more intamacy, then by all means, I will go for it. However, I'm not going to force it.

The class that was cancelled yesterdsay isn't meeting until Tuesday. Unfortunately, it is the middle of my three classes on Mon, Wed, and Fri. That means that I have a 9 o'clock class, and then an hour of downtime, and then my next class. That hour really isn't long enough to do anything in. I really probably should do homework or something. Instead, I'm here, updating a blog that no one reads. How sad is that?


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