Fun at the fair

Well, it was only kind of fun. I have done years of service at the county fair, but over the past few years, I managed to extricate myself. Last year, I didn't even go once. So this year, I stopped by, and said hi to all of the people there. It was such a mind trip. I hadn't seen a few of them in years. Apparently I'm missed there. That was nice to find out. I'd forgotten so much about the fair - the smells, the noises, the crowds, the morons, the rednecks, all the fair culture. It was cool to visit and not have to worry about animals that I was taking care of, displays I was supposed to be manning, or anything like that. I also got to see the Superstock 4x4 pulls (a subclass tractor pull event), which I had never seen before. That was impressive. The engines in those trucks are massive - 500 ci was average! What a noise. So cool.

The fair also made me feel like a dirty person. Whenever I walk through crowds, I look at people. Mostly women who catch my eye, which is where me being a dirty person comes in. There were so many girls who caught my attention who couldn't have been more than 13. They were barely dressed, which of course caught my attention, and had what looked like nice bodies, until they either turned around (and I saw that the boobs were lacking), or they did something, and it was obvious that they had no clue how life worked. However, the fact that I was consistantly eyeing them made me feel horrible about me as a person. It also highlighted the fact that I still have not gotten laid, and am not likely too until school starts. Actually, probably later. My roommate recommended sleeping with impressionable freshman. Unfortunately, I have morales (I think), and thus am going to try to not sleep with any drunk freshman girls. That's something that I don't want to deal with. I've done my best too stay out of drunken hookups, and succeded so far. However, a few times I was sorely tempted. My reasoning behind this philosophy is two-fold. One - I was pretty much ridiculed in high school by girls, and was a virgin until college. As much as I would like to have sex, I don't want to wake up, have the girl scream, and then be handed a paper bag. Two - I don't want to get into any wierd social fuck ups, either with said drunk girl, or with her significant other when they find out. Both parties being sober can cut down on these occurances drastically. However, this also means that I have to find a girl who is either looking for a quick screw and just wants to get off, or someone who is actually into me, which takes effort. I've already written entries on my work ethic (ie about not having one). I'm just SOL. Shit.


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